It was difficult to choose between 'anxious', 'crappy', 'sad', 'THE RAGE! THE RAGE! THE RAGE!' and 'cynical' today. Decided to go with 'grateful' though. So bloody grateful to have been brought up in a safe loving environment, so bloody grateful for being educated and so bloody grateful for the emergency service and public sector workers who do what they can to make this country better for us for very little reward.